There’s something quite unique that happens to a person who is forced to abandon all sense of the usual, normal routine of sleeping. That is, sleeping when it’s light out and working during the night time. It goes against everything our bodies tell us to do. No matter how much sleep you may added up during the day, there’s nothing that will equate the restfulness of having your head on a pillow between the hours of 12am and 8am. Absolutely nothing. Trust me, I know from experience.
Caveman Grok never pulled the overnight shift manning and maintaining the fire back in the day. Hell, no one did. They let that shit die out, just as they should, so they had energy and spunk to get them through the day of running away from saber-tooth tigers and killing mammoths for dinner. Who cares what happens during the night. I know I certainly didn’t, until I took this job. No one in God’s great earth should be awake overnight. But alas it’s a necessary evil.
Us weary-watchers of the night are needed to work the overnight shifts at the 24-hour store to ensure those hormonal, pregnant women get their pickles and icecream at 3am; for those customers that just couldn’t sleep until the rig was gassed up in case there’s a gasoline shortage that happens in the four hours they close their eyes; or for those bargain shoppers that don’t trust the butcher will have that exact 13.4lbs Thanksgiving turkey when they wake up at a normal hour. No, we can’t have any of these people go without. Instead, we sacrifice ourselves of a sane, coherent life so all these people can rest assured they have what they need, and can send their unsuspecting, sleeping husbands out in the middle of the night so they have the exact number of toilet paper rolls to get them through the next milennia.
I have mused with my coworkers about how strange things can become and how much stress you truly put on your body by switching from “normal- sleep” to “work-sleep” twice a week. For example, this blog post was originally intended to be about my thought process of certain things tonight, specifically memory lane related things, but here I am going on a tangent about 24-hour stores and Grok, the Caveman. I don’t even work at a 24-hour store! I work at a social detox monitoring people while they sleep, making sure they don’t die. Clearly, I have the more desireable job compared to someone stocking shelves and moving frozen goods around. Ha. Yeah right. In my job I have the potential to be get puked on by intoxicated clients, yelled at by people scared I woke them up for medication, bitched at by sick women, whined at by sick men, and hit on by sick/drunk/rude men all more than once a night by many different people or just the same person. Oh, it’s a glamorous job indeed.
Really though, despite the hours sucking huge, hairy ballsacks, I have loved this job more than any other. It was the first place I got to put my social work skills to practice, and the first work-family I established. I have learned so many invaluable lessons no education could buy. Which is really ironic considering the amount of money I just dumped into my education. *cough* 120k. *cough cough* Yeahhh, ’bout that….Anyway.
I’m really going to miss it here when I leave at the end of the month. Exactly 11 shifts away (eek!). That’s 110 hours of work left!! Scary, man. This was the start of my career. One I thought I was going to keep for a long while. I did just become a Vermonter after all. But, life sometimes has different plans. Just gotta roll with it or be rolled on. Personally, I don’t want to be squished by a massive blue orb, so I’m cool with going with the changes even if it does mean leaving everything I’ve ever known, and everything I’ve ever worked for behind.
Tim, Gordy, Katie, Mike, Heidi, Christine, Jess, Kim, John, Marcee, Meghan, Kim, Lynn, Maureen, and now Kerry (my replacement): I’m going to miss you all so much. Thank you for everything you’ve taught me. I truly appreciate it more than words can describe.
Now that the tears of change are back, I’m moving on! Moving on to the next blog topic that is. Not actually moving. Not yet, anyway. I refuse to move earlier, damn it. Hmph. *Folds arms*